random updates

i've been watching 'tru calling' these day. started to watch this season one like 3 months ago? and today i finally finish everything in season one. the ending wasnt that happy, it was a sad ending. the story is moving to another direction, a more complicated direction. anyway, this drama here is very unique, its not about crime or lovey dovey story or any dramatic youngster drama like the oc, but it is about a lady, having this extraordinary power to re-live days to save people that died yesterday and was sent into the morque. she successfully carried out this resposibility in the whole season one, until this opposite force appear and stop her from saving lives. for every positive forces in the universe, there is a perfect opposite force. like yin and yang. so this man, appeared to be the negative force who ignore dead people who asked for help claiming that by helping them, they are interfering with the universe as he said, someone is fated and suppose to die today so let it be, never go against the rhythm of the universe. hm, sounds a bit like buddhism right? hehe. anyway, im still learning to use bit commet, it seems like i cant download season 2 of tru calling.

right now, im resuming to watch the oc. thanks to ts for keeping the vcds so long. =p for every meet up with him, he would told me he forgot to bring until one fateful night, he finally remembered but left it in his car when des fetch him. hehe guess he felt guilty and upon that brought it me the next day to my working place. hehe

i just did my medical check up on monday. it was simple. they check my weight (gosh, i gained 2 kgs !!! im now officially over 50kg !!! arrgghh !!) and my height, and did a chest x ray which was required me to strip. and then came out and waited until the nurse call me again for urine test. was quite nervous when she check my urine, which i dont know why. and then out again and in again to check whether or not i have breast cancer =_=" i was molested ! awww.. yea so that's it. hopefully everything is alright.

my cousin has been sleeping with me for the past 2 weeks. every night, we watch tru calling together on the bed on different laptop but same model. hehehe! well, she just grad from CIPM. gosh ! another year has gone! it was still fresh in my mind, she came last year about this time. my bro and i helped her with all the enrolment and moving into her hostel in sunway. and accompanied her to her class on her first day. it was as though we were her guardian. hehehe. while some parents were there to watch their son or daughter into the class, we were right there doing the same job as them. what a fond memory !

there are just too many things to settle before i leave. especially things in gakkai. i have to pass all my responsibility to someone else. the respnsibility to take care of my chap's ywds, and the planning meets for jhsd meeting. i really felt guilty everytime i think of this. it's like as though i just leave everything to other people and fly off like that. i dont know. but im really worried. guess i can only send my sincere daimoku to help.

these two songs are currently my favourite. i just love the melody and the whole composition of it. i felt like i was moving into the music everytime i listen to it. as though im melt into the mood of the song. i just dont know how to explain that kind of feeling.
nelly furtado - all good things come to an end
my chemical romance - welcome to my black parade