Grace.C

i've decided to join jacaranda (byakuren). they are implementing a new training ground for jacaranda and sokahan. im glad that im part of the pioneer, this is the first batch to undergo training, and it will be launch on 5.3 as an official group for SGIA. it's a big decision for me. attended the briefing meet this morning, feeling overwhelmed and underwhelmed about all the strictness to undergo the training. it's not like byajuren in msia, here jaceranda is a training group, once you're in it, you're tied up for 12 months and graduate after that. it works something like GFG but way stricter than GFG. when i read the guidelines and the must-dos, i start to have doubt in myself. can i fully commit myself in it? will i be able to meet up the expectation? what if i fail halfway? etc etc. anyhow, ive decided to take up this challenge and strive for it. i dont know if i'll be able to live up the expections, but im going to try, and i will try my best to achieve it. i'll be having a dialogue with the state leaders next week, sort of like an interview before officially join. i hope it'll be great, cause im really scared of the main PIC of the jacaranda group, she seems to be extremely strict and look unfriendly. hm...