Grace.C

there has been too much of drama and unexpectations in my work place for the past few days. sigh, two person left that place, im not sure if i should stay on with the job for long. but i told myself everything that im experiencing now is an oppotunity to learn and to be a stronger person, to also be able to see reality in life. anyhow, apart from all the dramas, it made me felt that im different because ive receive training from gakkai all the while. like what sensei always said, our working environment is an important place for us to polish our human revolution. and i really feel what he said now. it was really touching when my collegue said thank's for everything all of a sudden, and i could feel her sincereness through her eyes. i was flattered and speechless for a moment. i just feel that ive succeeded in being a disiple of sensei, as im putting his guidance into my daily practise and i could really see how things reflected upon my deeds. im glad that i'm able to hold on, and that im thankful for what i am. hm, anyhow, i still felt bad for everything that has happened, it's ambivalent, i know.