Grace.C

there so many things that i would like to involve in.. but im lack of courage to actually go up alone and join in the existing crowd.. unless it is something that i really MUST join like the choir practice that i went the other day, haha, it's amazing how i manage to summon up my courage, walked into their hall alone, not knowing anyone and start singing with them.. but i couldnt do it in other groups, there is this cheerleader group which attracts me a lot, but im just too afraid to join, or too shy to join.. in case you dont know, i love dancing as much as singing, might be a little more than singing.. dont get me wrong, i dont like dancing in clubs, but dancing, as in performing on stage in a group.. i just love the feeling while performing.. i feel so alive kicking and rocking on stage.. been involved in some performances back in high school and college but not much after that.. it's been such a long time.. and im missing it badly.. the nearest dance group that i found here is the cheerleading group.. well i havent tried cheerleading before, but it looks interesting.. to some people, cheerleader are meant for 'plastics'.. haha, but it's not, it's just like any other sports like netball or volleyball.. let's see what happens tomorrow