Grace.C

im still having sleeping disorder this few days. my normal time to be asleep is 3am. sigh.. for the past few days, i tried sleeping earlier to re-adjust my sleeping time. though i go to bed earlier like 12++ or 1++, i will stay awake on bed until 3am, to be completely asleep. i really hate the feeling of able to fall asleep, can you imagine rolling on the bed for 2 hours before dozing off? i was telling my mum im having insomia, no please not!

recently ive been attending lots of yoga classes. just last week, went yoga for 5 consecutive days, from monday to friday. i dont know its an illusion or a pschological thing, i felt very healthy each time i completed a class. =) another healthy habit that i develop recently is drinking a cup of fruit juice every day. the juicer was abandoned for more than a year already, the couldnt remember the last time i made juice at home. but since im super free now, im now officially the juice maker for everyone at home. just today, my mum and i went to makro and bought dozens of oranges, apples and starfruits. and last week, my mum bought a box of carrot home! saying that would last me 2 weeks til my internship commence. hehe.

and speaking about internship, my problem about getting a leave for me to s'pore has been settled. not fully actually, at least i found a solution now. i wont be following the majorities to leave kl in the morning. a few of us, the minorities will be going there ourself at night. thank goodness a few of my friends in rc is having quite the same problem as i am. and qy, if you're reading this, come come come and join us at night. keke ! bad news no more ! =p
i just got to know that rc is the first cultural group in sgm that is going oversea to compete. how great and proud is that! anyway, i started to have really great impression about this competition. though it's not over, but throughout the passed few practices, i could feel that we are all bonded together, working really hard towards the competition. i was very touched with the evaluation day. all about the jogging, aerobics, and wt boiled liong sui for all sopranos. it's a feeling that i havent been experiencing after joining rc for more than 3 years. am expecting more touching moments to come, one by one til we reach our destiny. to win is a bonus, but if we can transcend our limits in singing, improve our skills at the end of the day, this is the winning point for us already. the important thing is to look back and see that we're a step ahead from what we were before and that we're now ascended to another level. if we can achieve this, winning and losing merely and title, for we know we've already win in rc! i understand that some of us are having lots of problems about this whole competition thing. financial, getting the right costume for guys, some couldnt get leave, some have to pay to get leave, some having exams, etc etc. but faith is all that we can resort now, lets pray hard and we're on our journey of success! gambateh!