Grace.C

yesterday's youth chanting meet was a total failure for YWD. only myself and mj came. gosh! seems like everyone is really busy these days. well, a part from this, i should blame myself, the attendance for my YWD these days are really saddening. i admit that most of my prayers recently were only for my internship. and because of that i neglected prayers for my YWDs. hm.. and when each friday comes, i would be having stress automatically. thinking all about which members to hv tonight, how to talk to them. and most of the time i wouldnt be able to make it. im really sorry. i'll work on that. since i started my internship, i barely have time to concentrate on my members. my bad. that's why i was talking to jn about how much i admire ppl like ch, how he could be so energetic every night, that kind of strong life force to attend meetings and encourage members despite feeling tired from work. i dont know how am i going to do that, but im going to try. really got to try before i become a serious procrastinator. =p