Grace.C

i failed... my 100 day daimoku has failed.. i missed my morning gongyo the other day when i woke up late for my morning class.. gosh it's so hard when there are so much to juggle between school work, gakkai meetings and house chores.. house chores would take up so much of my time. plus now that im having tonnes of homework, i really have to re-organise my day to day planning. sometimes i would procrastinate, by watching western series, online chatting, wasting time in checking and re-checking my mail although ive just check it an hour ago. gosh, i really have to buckle up, i promise myself to 'suffer' here, but seems like im enjoying hahaha!

speaking about classes, things are a little different here. tougher subjects, tougher assignments and plenty of homeworks..

im eating too much lately, i think ive gained a few kilos though it was barely a month that im here. sigh.. ive been eating and eating so much, choc, potato chips, ICE CREAMS, home cook food, krispy kreme, etc etc no, i really got to start controlling, i have to learn to fight with my temptation, it comes so strong, without warning sometimes. like yesterday i wanted to get a red top for my dance performance, before i went out, i told myself, i will only buy that top and come home straight away, no additional shopping. haha. i survived that, but in addition, i went hunting for food. i bought for krispy kreme (dunkin donuts) and finished them on the spot. and then i walk to coles, wanted to buy chicken drumstick to cook steam chicken for dinner, and in addition, i bought two packets of potato chips. sob sob...