Grace.C

i've got a raise in my pay! not much but i really appreciate that i got a raise in just a month. thanks =)

im still working on my photo assignment.. i had so many ideas but it is implementing the ideas which is difficult. to find the right angle to snap a photo is not easy, to have the perfect lighting is another thing, and most of all to find the perfect subject for my idea is the toughest. and also, there is another essay to be written into my journal, another tough assignment that i dont think im going to score well. im really worried about this subject, i have a feeling i might fail it. i dont know, i just feel that im screwing this subject. i just hope i can pass, that's all im asking for. i'll continue chanting no matter what...

my housemate's family came from iran yesterday... she was so excited! though she didnt say it, but from her actions, i know it. haha! they chit chat in the living room the whole night, i guess that's what happen when you dont see your family after a long time. i remember when i bro first back, 3 of us, with my mum were talking non-stop on the dining table one night. well, not just one night.. many nights.. how i miss that now. . =(

the attendance on friday's meeting was fantastic ! about 20 members came, something which you dont get every week! i really enjoyed the meeting yesterday =) especially after i shared how bad i felt about the incident with the old lady in the tram. sigh.. also, i manage to bring lilian to attend the meeting, she's a sleeping member, but she likes to hang out with me but seldom attend meetings. im glad that she followed me to the meeting even after i rejected her invitation to have dinner together because i told her i was going to attend a meeting. lol ! something strange happen after the meeting. when i was walking yl to show her where the train station is. it was her first time attending sgi meeting, she just reach here from indonesia not long ago. so i asked her whether or not she is a member in indonesia, and much to my surprise, she said " yea, but not sgi, it's a different group" and at once, i felt something's wrong, and i was right. for those of you who are sgi members reading this, i guess you know what i meant. anyway, im glad i discovered this, i think anchal will tell the leaders about this. will update again.