Grace.C

"When your determination changes, everything will begin to move in the direction you desire. The moment you resolve to be victorious, every nerve and fiber in your being will immediately orient itself toward your success. On the other hand, if you think, "this is never going to work out," then at that instant every cell in your being will be deflated and give up the fight. Then everything really will move in the direction of failure."

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spoke to a few people recently about this problem im having with my studies. im glad that im able to open up myself during meetings, something which ive been trying to overcome for many years. speaking of which, the youth commemorative meeting last sunday was a booster ! especially the group discussion that i have, could really felt the sincereness of each members. and not forgetting 'fresh spirit' meeting that i had on friday night, its so good to see everyone again. felt so warm and i realise that no matter how much hardships, sufferings and challenges that you're going through outside, there will always be a bunch of people supporting you from behind and i really could feel that myself.
other than that, im so looking forward to the next kosen rufu meet in aug! tho, jeff and myself will be doing a presentation. it is a voice-over presentation over a slide show of the first meeting between sensei and josei toda. its been a while since i last in charge of something in big meetings, come to think of it, never before since i got here, only two dance performances. but im glad that im given the chance to contribute this time, thank you. =)

things has been great with uni so far. read, s.o.f.a.r. =p manage to get an exemption for one of my subjects this semester. yey! but i felt quite uneasy about it. hm, i dont know, just felt that i should have taken that subject instead of getting examption. i just feel that im trying to run away from difficulties. hm...